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Friday, November 16, 2007

hello
here for a quick update before watching my love contract (: HE JUN XIANG !
anyways went job hunting with serina and wendy hahaha
we literally asked every shop we came across
hope our applications can get through =\
so fun walking around with the both of them
hahahaha .
we kept saying ' shi ye de gan jue zen can ! ' hahaha means the feeling of losing a job suckssss or something like that
and with God's grace, i finally managed to let go (((: wheee !
feel so much happier now ^^
had caregroup yesterday at canice the menace / arm rest's house
her house is hugeeee
i like ! ;D
went to canice house with sharon and dung ((((:
caregroup was awesome
waited for some to arrive
bittergourd juice was disgusting
teamed up with gisela for games (:
sharing was great
teaching was great
praise&worship was great
bus-ed home with gisela and yanshi
hahaha had alot of fun there (:
there's service tomorrow
steamboat/mahjong on sunday at joy's house (not confirm)
what a great way to mark the end of school and the start of hols ! :D
YES PEOPLE
SCHOOL'S OVER
ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY YAY YAYY YAYYYYYYYYY !!! ;DDD
hope i can get a job soooon
jiayou to the seniors who are finishing the A'sssss :D
ALL THE BEST !
<3

11/16/2007 10:58:00 PM.

Monday, November 12, 2007

pics from soe's bbq on friday (:
at this point in time
to whoever out there
before you criticise someone, be it well-meaning or not
pleae .. stop and pause and look at yourself first before you say anything
i know im not perfect
all of us are not perfect
but i'm trying v hard to go back to Him .
i have my own way of praising Him
you have yours
doesnt mean that whatever you see is whatever you get because you are not me .
pastor shirley said during sermon
noone has the right to put us down without our permission
i am who i am and all of us are equal in God's eyes
i think weishun is v pekcek with me now
im really sorry shun
i know i shouldnt have said that phrase
but ever since you mentioned that i've been keeping it inside, keeping my temper down, trying not to lose control
because i know its for my own good
but i have emotions too .. i have feelings too ..
each time you say something
the truth hits me hard straight in the heart
it hurts . it really hurts
but i know it's God's way of making me strong
like i said, i know im not perfect
but i'm running, trying to be one who sees
like what pastor shirley said
prayers turn obstacles into opportunities
prayers turn stumbling blocks into stepping stones
i fall down, but i am learning to pick myself up and move on
please give me time to pick myself up ...
Father, i am sorry ...
<3

11/12/2007 09:39:00 PM.

Monday, November 05, 2007

Until I get over you
Christina Millian

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain –
every time I hear your name

The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,‘til I get over you…

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go

nice song
but its so hard to let go..
<3

11/05/2007 10:18:00 PM.

FIRST AND FOREMOST
PRAISE GOD !!!
THANK YOU LORD, WITHOUT YOU, I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO MOVE UP TO JC2 NEXT YEAR
i got promoted !!! :D
AMEN !!!!! i feel like dancing around and shout praises to him now hahaha
SO WONT YOU BREAK FREE WONT YOU BREAK FREE GET UP AND DANCE IN HIS LOVE !
YES I WILL ! AMEN !
although the results not v stellar or fantastic
but thank God for my results :D
but my ct scared me
i was freaking nervous while waiting for my results .
plus, when i see people around me breaking down ... i got affected tooo
my ct was shaking his head when it was my turn and he kept asking how i felt
i told him i want to cry alrdy =x and just laid my head down on the table
dan my ct gave me my result slip and smiled
evillll !!! lol
i let out a small scream of joy
i am grateful ... because i got something which i did NOT deserve
thank You Lord for your grace and mercy :)
i can finally go to soe's bbq in peace (:
and first time im so happy to go to school tomorrow
hahaha .
went out on saturday with peiwen and suki :D
first we played badminton
dan suki went home to bath and change
i went to peiwen's house to do the same
met her sis :D dan while waiting for peiwen to bath (WHICH WAS A V LONG TIME)
i accompany xiu juan go out buy lunch dan we talktalk hahaha
was complaining about bugis =x
than talked about online shopping
haha xiu juan and peiwen v funny cos xiujuan tried to put eyeliner and mascara on peiwen but she kept fidgeting
the 3 of us laughed til peng LOL ! v funny la
finally we set offf
met suki
and we accompany suki go pierce her ear
quite tempted to do so, but i scared pain =x
anyway me and peiwen and suki had eyeliner on hahahaha will post the pics next time :D
had really great time with the 2 of them (:
went walking around shopping, talking, catching up (:
if only time could stand still
not enough time to shop !
rawrrrr we must meet again sooon ! :D
my dear hjms, you are missed (:
once again, congrats to all those who promoted !
dont be discouraged, we will work hard together ya (:
<3

11/05/2007 09:44:00 PM.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

a picture taken long long ago at our beloved shermaine's council investiture :D
i love that girl truckloads ! :D
shermaine recovered from her chicken pox ! yay thank God !
anddddd she got me stick-on earrings and a bracelet !!
OMIGOSHHH THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH SHERMS ! (: <3 you many many !!!!
im a very happy girl today !
had op
when we do our best, He'll do the rest :D
anddd i managed to memorise most of my op script, plus i think i got the easiest question to answer for Q&A (according to my group members) WOOOOHHOOOOO ! THANK GOD !!!!!!!!!!
but eh, i think the funniest thing i said during Q&A was 'polar bears would melt' instead of 'polar bears would drown' hahaha everyone including the assessors were laughing .. so paiseh =x lucky i quickly rectified my mistake =x
anddd huan huan ai aka why why love is soooo nice (: HE JUNXIANG !
my future bf :D HAHA KIDDDDING . ~~imstillwaitinggggggg~~ .
ran into wendy at northpoint
we talktalk dan waited for serina
the 3 of us trained to cityhall
and yay thank God again we managed to go through the 1st round !!! WOOOHOOOOOOO !!!!
ohyeah heard someone call my name at northpoint . turned out to be pengyong . didnt go and play pool with him in the end hahahaha .
and i found a place to sell my mp3 yayyyyy
and ermmmmm okay i forgot what i wanna say alreadyyy .
oh yes
we really do care for you
we really want to help
but please please help yourself .. dont lead life that way
im praying that one day, you will be ok ...
<3

11/01/2007 08:33:00 PM.