saw this on one of the tables last week
i don't believe
in the smile
that you leave
when you walk away
or say goodbye
where is your heart ?
cause i don't really feel you
where is my heart ?
is it not there anymore ?
am i giving up on this ? .. am i ? ..
when a mirror is cracked, smashed into pieces
you try to fix it all back
but you never realise that no matter how well you fixed it
you can never hide the cracks, whether they are invisible or not
for they are always there ...
itsjustlikehowwearenow
gp and chinese was a utter flop
but i'll leave everything to God
if i do my best, He'll do the rest
i need to turn back to Him now
i need to stop taking everything for granted
i need to stop thinking that im in this all alone ...
how could i have forgotten that God has always been there for me
He never failed me
even when everything was going wrong, even when i was disappointed time and again by the world, He was always there
how could i have been so blind, so oblivious to that fact ?
Father, i want to go back to You
like a small child holding Daddy's hands
i need You right here with me now Lord .. i need the strength now
sidetrack abit
i think today was a stupid day
why in the world release us early when you dont even let us get out of the school after our lessons end just cos its not 1.30pm
its no wonder why the gate climbings start
but wuahahaha we still managed to get out thanks to our dear CT (:
actually fell asleep in bk today omg how unproductive ! =(
got home, slept AGAIN ahhhhh ! >.<
but its ok
means more studying tonight
got to focus on maths and bio ...
chem oh chem oh chem, please forgive me while i abandon you for maths and bio
rest assure, i'll be back (:
<3