i am fucking pissed at my mum right now
i dont care if you think im being ultra vulgar now but im sorry
i need to get this feeling out of my system NOW .
fuck, just because she's in a bad mood, she goes around scolding everyone in the house for whatever little shit we do
screams at me for every stupid thing, even a simple thing like my clothes . ITS JUST CLOTHES DAMN IT ! WHAT THE FISHHH
im already damn tired from a long day in school, and project work and stuff
i just wanna come back to a peaceful home and do my own work
is it that hard ?
i dont need you to scream and yell at every thing i do just because you're in a bad mood over stupid stuffs today
and hello, you confiscated my handphone and you still dare question me when the bill came ? you are holding on to my handphone for goodness sake
fuck, i hate this
i seriously hate you right now
and hello, you're the reason why i dont come home early every day
and stupid things like pocket money doesnt work on me okay
cant you be understanding, just for once ? is it so hard ?
i come home and try to study
cant you even let me study in peace ? cant you just see how hard i am trying not to get retained ? why cant you just open your eyes and see and stop all this shit for once ?
God .. i need strength right now .. i cant go through all this alone .. i need You ..
but on the bright side, had dinner with jerome
haha he's so funny lahhh
great way to destress
laugh everything off
but it still hurts ..
<3