shit man
my stomach hurts like duno what
i still have stupid pee double you to rush
and damnit, i feel v v tired
thank God there's no homework due tomorrow... i think? right? pls pls pls let there be no homework due tomorrow ....
something happened today
you were sick and didnt come to school
made me so worried for you
i called you cos i missed your voice and also to make sure you're ok
and haha you're so blur la you didnt take your queue number =p
but i was very pissed at you for the first time today
i had my chinese A Levels oral today
hahaha went back with kitty peiwen and rachel
i think i screwed it up . bleah whatever `
i wanted to make sure you're ok
so i rushed to your place and nearly lost my way there
but i still went cos i wanted to cheer you up
couldnt find anything suitable to buy for you
but i was so disappointed when i called you countless of times and you didnt pick up
i thought ok .. maybe you didnt hear your phone or something
called your home , only to hear from your mum that you were slping ? and its when i was alrdy waiting downstairs at your place
at that moment i was so angry that i rushed all the way for nothing . its like , i waited for nothing
thats why i just gave you that message and went off
but never did i once stop to think that you're sick and you'd be drowsy after taking your medicine .. i didnt even bother to understand that yes you fell asleep cos you took your medicine .. i feel so lousy ... so unreasonable .. but what was i feeling at that time ? anger and plain disappointment
and silly you came to my place even after i rejected your calls .
how could i bear to stay angry at you after seeing you ?
and i made you lost for words huh ? lol =\
but i forgave you cos i really cannot afford to lose you
i really cant and i dont want to ...
haiz ... you sent me to yishun park and reassured me
thank you, for everything even when im unreasonable and all that shitzx
and hey , i dont blame you anymore ya ? so please dont blame yourself k ?
but i had a great time at bbq
singing with canice and crapping with thaddeus and michelle and all hahaha ;D
i promise i wont about those negative stuffs anymore ...
i cherish this alot . i really do (:
iloveyou
<3