am feeling rather emo-momo now
ha. not emo sad emo that kinda emo
emo as in emo emo
HAHA ok dont know what im talking now
uber funny day in school today though (:
especially during break
our nicenice CT decided to treat us to yoghurt icecream ;D
YAY ;D
thankyou ! (:
and we were all in a mood for cam-whoring !! HAHA
soooo the sotong ball family (weiee, me and shermaine) decided to take a family portrait of the sotongball family ;D
haha will upload it here when i get it from shelby ;D
its uber funny
shelby and amanda were camwhoring toooo hahahaha
shelby took a video of us fighting over the icecream.ERRR.HAHA
gahh, please stop hurting innocent people can ?
evevn though you're acting like a b**** doesnt mean that you can act like a b**** to others, especially innocent people
and special thanks to someone, for making the effort to be nice (: you have no idea how much i appreciate it. ALOT !!!! makes it so much easier now ;D hahahaha
read the diary she gave from her to him
to my surprise, i was quite touched judging from what she wrote
and i feel v zi bei
am i able to love someone as much as she is willing to ?
am i able to be selfless and just be happy when the someone i love is happy ?
am i able to sacrifice whatever i have for him ?
am i ?
am i doing enough ? do i even deserve what i have now ?
i feel that actually, she deserves what she wants ...
but the thing that saddens and scares me the most is
no matter how much she did
no matter what she did
no matter how deep her love was and the sacrifice put in and the tears shed for him
she didnt get the love she should deserve
am i gonna end up like her one day ?
putting in as much, or even more effort than she did and get nothing back in return ?
all she wanted was just for him to be happy and she'll be happy ....
can i be just like her ?
can i ?
sidetrack abit
KEITH CHIANG
IF YOU ARE READING THIS
YOU ARE SO DEAD WHEN I SEE YOU
GAHHHH ! LOL ...
<3