its been a looooong time since i cried myself to sleep
i think the last time i did that was like years ago
but on friday night i broke that record
came back from concert with my beloved haojiemeis to a huge scolding from mum
haiz .
dont wish to elaborate on it
but its something to do with my attitude in school
apparently mum heard that my mindset is set on poly, not on jc
and all the shit comes .
didnt go for service on saturday
i dont wish to reply msges from cg asking why i dont wanna go
please just leave me be ... i feel so pressured now
with church stuff and all the school shit
but thank God for melvin (: , my dearrr cousin
went out with him after school on friday
he treated me to pizza
havent seen him for a longlonglong time alrdy
dude i promise to treat you back ok =DD haha
chatted about loads and loads of stuff with mel
one of the reasons why he's my closest cousin could be because the both of us are the same age
no generation gap like some of my other cousins =x
after all that went cityhall to catch suki's nyjc choir concert in which she's performing in
awesome concert (:
had some funny moments with haojiemeis (weishun and sufen)
i love them manymany <3
took some funny photos at the esplanade there haha =DDDD
will upload them when i get it from weishun
and me and sufen did the MONKEY&PIG face HAHA !
SAW HUILING !
havent seen her for years ! (:
she said that im cute HAHAHA =x oops .
than yeah ...
went for mum's classmate bbq gathering yesterday
quite funny ah
my dad and one of my mum's clsmate's husband were super funny -___-
and in the car mum and dad were like saying i have only 2 years in jc, make full use of it if not when the workload becomes heavier i cant catch up and all the stuff
i just closed my eyes and tried to block everything out
and right now
all i need is Him .
God, please give me the strength to go through this
Amen .
<3